Did I ever ask for your help?
No so get away
Help me please...
I'm drowning
You don't know me
so who are you to judge?
who am i
what am i
I don't understand
Ain't we all just killers
pretending
to be nice?
They all should die
Let me kill them
I want to hurt you...
We all have those moments of wanting to die
give up
and
give in
please make it stop
I don't like looking at my knife
and seeing my blood
I'm a teen
so I hate everyone
get out of my mind
I love them
I'm not like that!
We're all a bunch of fakers
smiling sweeetly
to make the hurt
feel worse
please don't tallk about me
say it to my face
I kn
I am ugly today,
But I am not going to tell you.
I can't stand your disappointment
And I just can't bring you down.
I am sick today,
And sick makes me unpretty,
But I can't decide if you should hear.
It makes you sad when
There's a problem;
And there's nothing you can do.
I know you want no secrets,
No feelings packed away,
But I've seen you hurt so deeply
By words like these today.
So should I hurt you by not saying
What it is that's in my mind,
Or should I hurt you by admitting
I don't like myself again?
If I tell you, it will haunt you,
And you'll never let it go,
So I think that it is better
If you didn't have to know.
Those haunting reflections,
staring, mocking, scorning
me, their lips turned up in
a snarling, laughing smile
sickening to watch.
I want to break the glass,
break the reflection that stares
back at me, silence the nasty words.
Ugly they say over and over again.
So ugly. How can anyone love this,
crave this body? Lust to touch it,
desire to feel it under their hands?
No one could, they say.
If only to feel beautiful no
not to feel, to know.
Maybe then I could love myself.
Ugly Girl and Beauty Queen by DaniBones, literature
Literature
Ugly Girl and Beauty Queen
Ugly Girl and Beauty Queen
A girl who thought she knew her place;
Not hideous, though not fair of face.
Noticed by a Beauty Queen.
Who, for a little game
Decided to drive this girl insane,
And hence-forth Ugly Girl she became.
So good night, little Ugly Girl;
Departed from this cold, cruel world.
But can you escape dreams
And screams
And off-color themes
From the minds of twisted beauty queens?
Poor Ugly Girl was confounded;
She did not know why she was hounded
By the Beauty Queen,
Who took time out of her day
To approach Ugly Girl and say
"Why does your face look that way?"
So good night, little Ugly Girl;
Departed from t
pretty boys break hearts. by Pretty-As-A-Picture, literature
Literature
pretty boys break hearts.
sometimes I think Im just a mess of badly drawn lines. Im just scrawled veins beneath paper rough skin, I wear poorly sketched scars on my thighs [skin deep red pen lines] and even my smile is lop-sided- but he never seemed to notice.
my skin [spread like thick icing over my skeleton] is a monotonous pattern of pores, a stretch of the world the sun never kissed. I cant see the beauty in multitudes of freckles and chipped fingernails- but he does.
why do you love me?
you make me happy.
I never could figure out just how. was it my illegible love notes, or the tiny hearts I drew into his bare back wi
Kallie stood in the east-end hallway of the school. Their words stung as always. Who were they to tell her who she was? Worthless…Stupid…Deserved to die… The words were like a song’s chorus. It repeated and repeated until she felt sick. Kayl wanted to cry. She wanted someone to hold her and love her until the pain went away. That would never happen.
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The teenager stared at the girls’ retreating backs. Biting her lip, Kallie turned to leave only to be slammed into a locker. She whimpered as the pain seared through her shoulder down her arm until it was felt a
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